Goodbye to You

Sometimes you still have the ability to make me sad, but not for what we lost. I have always wanted the best for you. You have so much to offer and to watch you throw it all away saddens me. I am starting to believe that you may never become the man that you could be.
At one time, I thought that I may be able to change you, or that you may want to change for me. I finally knew that day would never come. So this is goodbye, I wish you the best in all you do, but you were not good enough for me, I deserved better and I have finally started to find it.

Falling in Like

When you are not looking for it, is just when it finds you. The butterflies start to make your stomach tingle and you realize it has hit you. You are falling in like.
In my case it was the furthest thing from my mind and I seemed to be trying to avoid it. So how do you determine you are ready? I feel like I'm spending my time waiting around for a glorious "AH HAH" moment. I'm torn between the free spirited soul  and the monogamous women, caught in the middle of them trying to decide which side I want to be on. It is the common case of, should you follow your brain or your heart? I have always been a fan of my heart!